HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

WARNING: This entry is going to be really random.

- Finally done with retail. 4 crazy years! #movingon

- No matter how I hated my manager for being disorganized, I still like her as a person. Thank you for letting me go on trips and always asking me how I'm doing. I hope you treat the whole team just like how you treated me! :)

-I don't wanna sound like a drama queen or a crybaby but I cried after NYE countdown. Thanks to my dad who ruined it. I didn't wanna start my new year crying but I just couldn't help it. He would talk about my weakness on first day of the year. He would. Ended up not eating and staying in bed the whole day. But he must've felt bad because he offered to pay for my test the next day.

-Jan 1-2: I'm gonna sound like a lazy bum but I started reading a fanfic at 9 pm until 7 am the next day, slept for 3 hours, continued reading until 11 pm. My brother even asked me if I showered haha! I forgot to eat, I wasn't hungry. Time flies when reading! #lovebugged

-Aside from passing my test, I would like to travel more this year! #goals

-I'll keep moving forward. I've gone this far. Nothing can stop me. Even if I fall again, I will keep standing up. #positive thoughts

-This one goes to all my angels! So blessed to have such wonderful people around me. Helping me get back up, pushing me and telling me I can do it and that they believe in me. Simple, powerful words! <3 Thank you!

Be a better person than you are last year. Be a blessing to someone. Be kind. Smile, a lot. Stay positive. <3 :)

Manager gave a cookie cake and my co-worker gave a Hello Kitty balloon, VS lotion+lipgloss and this sweet letter which really surprised me.

Car problems can ruin your day!

Can I magically have a new car, please? My car has been acting up for almost a month now. I was on my way to work two days ago and it just overheated to the point where I had to stop and call my dad so I can switch cars with him. *sigh* I have been driving the van since then, but today I don't know how I'm getting to work since my dad needs the van. I wish my mom wins the lotto so she can buy me a new car LOL. Anyways, yesterday I was feeling a bit bleeh. But The Park made me feel better hahaha. <3 K gtg get lunch then figure out how to get to work LOL. Byeee~

I am in love with this piece!

I can't wait until I make another purchase! The Luna Blue Necklace is available again. It's the reason why I signed up and I was sad that it was sold out but now that its back I should probably get it before its gone. I just have to wait for a bit though, ugh damn you student loan! >.< And also, Rio Bravo & World's End Earrings are looveeeeeeee!

It's only Monday and I'm already tired! Working this whole week except Thursday. Makin' that paper, paper!

:/

I thought I got it this time. It was easier that the ones I took before. I mean there were questions that I don't know the answers to and drugs that I've never heard before but I seriously thought I passed. I just did trick, it works for a lot of people and it did to me last time. I just got the "bad pop-up". *sigh. I am honestly so tired of this. BUT I WILL NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL I GET THAT LICENSE. It's taking longer than expected but I am on my way there. TRUST.

Hellloooooooooo~

Here to do a short blog! It's been years and I feel the need to release some stress!

Yesterday, I woke up feeling disappointed because I didn't finish things that I was supposed to do that night. I was busy preparing for my brother's birthday. I drove to Valley Fair to get a cake from Cheesecake Factory, got home and drove my mom to Safeway. Started preparing for the Pasta Alfredo. Did almost everything except cooking the sauce. Pretty exhausted by the end of the night plus lack of sleep so I went to bed early. I could've used all those hours to read but since its for my brother, it's A-OK! :)

My godson, Jyle! Makes me smile! <3

My test is coming up and I'm trying my best to be calm but its s0 hard. I'm so tired of this. I'm stressing out so much that I can't even sleep well at night. >.< Sleeping pattern is messed up. Pimples all over my face. *Sigh. Patience. Trust. Faith.

Beastie, don't worry. You got this!

I almost died driving on a rainy Thursday morning. T____T

Hi.Hello.Hi.Hello.

- Happy 2009!
- So thankful coz my finger is almost completely healed! I stopped putting neospirin + band aid coz it's dry now. YAY! After 20 days of bandaid-fied finger I can finally get it wet and use haha yay!I'm soo happy!
-Chilled with iVIPs last night, watched BB concert (Global Warning) goshdaaaaaang! It was a work out I'm telling you hahaha i had sooo much fun with the girls, GD killed us and got us wet LOL. TOP stabbed my heart, I hate u boy!
- I'm supposed to be studying right now for a test on Mon,
- I've been meaning to blog, everyday at work or when I'm driving or in school I would think of things to blog about but when I'm actually blogging like this I forget all those stuff..soo sad. I'll blog when i remember.

CIAO!

oh oh i met Aimeee ssshi!<3333

MERRY RAINY CHRISTMAS!

MERRY RAINY CHRISTMAS!:)

It's raining cats and dogs outside and it's so freezing cold!>.< It's been sooo long, i have so much things to blog about..let's see hoefully i don't get lazy. -My cousins are I drove to SF at 2 in the morning just to go to twin peak, it wasnt plan at all. Haha Naisa is crazy!It was hella raining and freezing cold, we just took pictures and bounce after that. Got home at 5, opened gifts and ate pasta mmYUM. Christmas isn't the same anymore but I liked what my friend text me "even if we got no money if we have our family, our Christmas can still be merry!" isn't it nice and true? Let's have a picture blog shall we?

Bulgogi,mmmmmYUM!



i'm addicted to this cookie, Noah's chocolate chip cookie!<33



Chicken Fajita+ Freckled Lemonade!After going to Christmas in the Park with the girlfriends, we headed to Red Robin coz we were starviiiing!


haha the can is sooo cute!




pad thai!<33


19 burgers, TOP that.





to be continued..

Just becuase.

I feel much better now, no more cough drops for me haha.
I've been really busy these past few days, Mhil came to visit for a week and it's sad coz I only seen her 4 times. We had Halloween party at her house just like last year but this time it was a lil different coz I didn't know some of the heads that came and they were not so friendly. But oh well. i had with the girls. I didnt even dress up, I just wore all black. I just hate dressing up for halloween thats it. The next morning I picked up Mhil and we went to church, first time going to that church and saw a lot of familiar faces, some I don't really wanna see. But it was good seeing my friend Flor there, I was surprised to see her. We dont get to see her that much since she goes to Davis for school. After church, meet up with Rina&Brian and they treated us lunch at Thai Elephant Express. Food waaass good!Glad to know we have a Thai place near by so I dont have to go all the way to Santa Clara to get some. I actually went back there yesterday before work to get some Pad Thai,mmmmmYUM. I'm off today, I did laundry and some cleaning. Then movie marathon,Tinkerbell and Step Up 2!I got my package today from Karmaloop, I returned my Obey jacket coz my friends gave me the exact same thing as a late bday gift so I exchanged it for a pair of Cheap Mondays. Nice jeans but a lil tight for me, this is the second jeans that failed me LOL. First was my Rich and Skinny jeans and now this, but its all good!Theyre my motivation!I need to lose weight and thats what I'm gonna do! Getting to this new school is stressing me out, I'm afraid I wont get accepted for the loan, God I need this please!:)

Big Bang's Remember album is out and I'm loving the remixes!I still need to listen to the new songs more before i say anything.
Danny's Japan pictures are over the top hot!I missss you baby!<3333
1TYM's anniversary is coming and I still need to pick my songs for the project darn it, been slacking!
FM's ANIMAL will drop SOOOOOON!It's gooonnnna be dope!

I'm selling my LG Viewty, anyone interested?

sick :/

Ugh, I'm sick!I dunno if its the weather or its because of my wound. Freakin stupidity of mine, I burn my pointy finger last week.I was getting my bread from the oven toaster with my bare hand and bam my finger touch the hot thing on top. So i really think my fever is bcoz of that, this happened last month when I burned my right wrist on the food warmer at work, I had a slight fever afterwards.Hmmm..but i think its the weather too!lalalala I'm not makin any sense huh?
neways, I woke up hella early coz my sis called me and she needed something and after the phone call I couldnt go back to sleep nemore. Work again later,then I'll go straight to Dee's party then off to Jay's party!Hopefully I wont get too tired and sleepy!I got my Obey Johnny One Note jacket in gray the other day, I'm sooo happy!:)

i came home hungry last night thankfully, my sis brought home some beef quesadilla!LOL its funny coz I went on to check myspace and Bee was tryna convert me to not eating meat but after reading her comment I went straight to the kitchen to eat the beef quesadilla!and oh I had beef burrito for lunch too!Now I want Japanese food, I'm thinking of going to Pepper Lunch but I'm tooo lazy to drive!Havent had that for almost two months now boooo!

Happy 21st to meeeeee!

YAY!I'm finally 21 and I still don't act like one haha!Okie so let's talk about my birthday week. I got my LG Viewty on Wednesday, my birthday gift for myself!I woke up hella early just to wait for the UPS guy haha. It's almost a week old and I'm still not used to the touch screen and some features!It's sad. But I love my fone!I still need to transfer files from my old phone.I finally had a nice dinner with my good friend Char at Pasta Pomodoro on the 9th, LOL the dinner that was long overdue. After that I went straight home because I had so many things to do before the clock strikes 12 AM!I changed my bedsheets,shams,towel,tootbrush and cleaned my room. This is my routine every year.Something I do before my birthday, everything must be fresh. LOL, don't get me wrong I change my sheets,etc often okie?

So,clock hits 12!Happppy birthday to me!!!!!Thanks for all the calls,texts,all the lovely greetings!I was really happy and I appreciate all of those!Even the early greetings haha, I got a lot of those actually!Thanks guys,really really made my day..I felt the love!And super thank you to my ladies who did not poke fun at me LOL.good job guys, i wish everyday is my bday haha!My mom woke me up with a kiss and a birthday greeting, that was touching I nearly cried LOL jk. But really it made me smile. I went back to sleep after that and woke up after 2 hours coz I wanted to go to church, so I got ready and all only to find out that my brother used my car. I was so mad, it was actually a misunderstanding and I felt bad getting mad at him. After church, I got ready for a job interview which I still dont know if I got it or not.By the time I got home I was already tired and sleepy so I took a nap. Woke up at 5, took a shower and got ready for my birthday dinner. Dinner was supposed to be at 7 at Bj's but knowing some of my friends, always late tsk tsk!Haha love u guys! We got there and the place was hella packed!We have to wait 2 hours just to get a table but we were hungry and we still need to get somewhere after dinner so we decided to get some Italian food and Bucca di Beppo is right next to Bj's!We didn't wait that long to get a table and the food was serve in a timely manner. My friends and I are pasta lovers so we were very satisfied , I know I was happy and satisfied haha! Their pizza angelo is the bomb! I am sooo getting that next time I eat there, we got two types of pasta and of course they were..heavenly delicious!The salmon and pork were good too but I was too concentrated with my pasta coz it has shrimps and mussels!Ohh how i love seafood!After eating, I had a big slice of chocolate cake which btw was super yummmy and expensive LOL, sang me bday song and blew my candles!Took pictures and we headed to the club. Well, not before getting lost hahaha. Sorry Tracy I gave you wrong directions!Man, I was never bad with directions!Okie so I was gonna go to Vivid Club with my 21+ friends but I didnt wanna leave my under 21 friends so we decided to go to a 18+ club which is kinda a bad idea coz I felt old seeing all those kids haha. The place is okay, not really nice but I had fun dancing. That's the thing with me, I don't care about the people around me as long as I'm dancing and having fun with my friends its all good. Then I'll regret everything after LOL..haha jk not everything. blah blah okie so I went home around two, Got a voicemail from dad saying " its 1:30 am where are you!go home now!" LOL my parents are really strict, as I expected they went to check on me when I got home but didnt say anything haha!I had sooo much fun but I was tooo tired. ZZzzz.

And the highlight of my birthday week...*drumrolls*.....I met FM!Yes, Far*East Movement!I've been wanting to meet these guys and finally it happened!Thanks Monica for inviting me!
I woke up a lil late that day and called Gleng right away to ask if she could come with me to see FM but she couldnt. I texted Mimi and thankfully she said yes!It would've been nicer if Gleng went with us coz its been forver since the 3 of us hang out!So yeah, we headed to SF a lil early and we were damn hungry so we ate at the mall, we got some Korean BBQribsricenoodles and after that we were hella sleeepy LOL. seriously, we were just walking around, went in to some stores, got something from urban, then we went to Starbucks..Mimi got a coffee coz she was soo sleepy and I got Vitamin water, havent had that for so long after reading that it is one of the most disgusting drink in the world, but I drunk it anyway. So walked walked,more walked. Then we finally decided to look for the place and meet up with the Bay Area FM fam. We had dinner at this very modernized Thai restaurant,OSHA. It was great meeting the guys, as expected they were very nice,humble,down-to-earth people!Reasons why I respect these guys so much.LOL, Proh sat next to me and I thought he'll be hella intimidating but he wasnt..hmm just a lil.Haha juz keedin James!We all had fun, thanks Mon for the invite and thanks FM for coming out and greeting me a happy bday!!It was nice meeting the VIPs but too bad we didnt get to talk much!Thanks Mimi for coming with me!

[confession:this entry have been sitting in my drafts folder for days now,about time to publish.i didnt edit this so im pretty sure some parts wont make any sense LOL]

sorry if I didn't go detail by detail like I wanted this entry to be but bottom line: I had fun on my birthday weekend!

Ohh before I forget,I got a mail from my Super*Ate Anna! (Ate=older sister,older female)
LOL, I was squealing like a fangirl!I got all excited esp when I saw the card!It's hella cute and even inserted 1000 korean won like she promised!Haha coz I told her the other week that I got this korean coin from work and it made me happy!LOL, she said she felt sad for me. haha lil things like that makes me happy!When I told her I got the card and expressed how happy I was she laughed at me and said "it's just a card!"hahahahahaha i love my anna banana chips! How can I not be happy if its the only card I got this year?and its super cute!


okie okie I think i posted enough yeah?hopefully I didnt bore you!

PIC SPAM TIME!(Ugh, I didnt know posting pics here is such a hassle!the rest of the pics are on myspace!)

































































































FM,all day everyday!


---carol

Sweeet

Munchin' Noah's heavenly chocolate chip cookie,YUM. I was gonna have that plus a banana for lunch at work but as expected I ate chicken and buttered corn instead.FAILED!

I'm excited to wake up later coz I know..I just know I'll get a package today haha!I need to beat dad from waking up coz he'll get mad if he sees another package for me coz I told him I dont have money so he ended up filling up my gas tank, sweeeet!

mmmmm im thirsty from all these chocolate, g'nite!

ps.
ambie, help me with my layout dear!


---carol

pissed.

Ugh, I am soooo mad!So, I have a FREE photobook from shutterfly and offer will end on the 25th. Since I'm "bed-ridden" for two days because of my freakin cramps, which btw made me go home early from work yesterday and another reason to be mad about, I decided to make the album so I can have it soon. After almost 2 hours of uploading and arranging pictures, I gave up! Why because the uploader thinggy sucks it made me re-arrange the photos not only twice but 4 times. Partly my fault coz I "accidentally" refreshed the page and added more pictures.Gah, and I thought it was gonna be easy!Sigh..

Freakin cramps is killing me!All I did yesterday and today is sleeep, my head is complaining already!*groans* Today is also my first Sunday off and I was planning on going to church but bcoz of what I'm feeling I didnt go.

I had a few things on my mind to blog about but I forgot, srsly. Dmn this memory.

I can't wait until I get my hands on this baby!

TRULY MADLY DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THIS PHONE.
i know samsung omnia is gazillion better that this LG Viewty but my budget can only afford a Viewty :(


---carol

Yumyum.

Here to blog!

So, I'm here typing with a hershey bar, potato chips and a bottled water on my side. I feel like a pig,LOL. Today is so boring, I'd rather work than stay home coz if I stay home all I do is eat,sleep,eat,go online and eat!It's tiring, I would work-out but too lazy to do that haha. Neways, I dont really know why I'm here blogging. Hmm.. lets see. Oh Dad's birthday on Wed! Gosh, dad's getting old!We had dinner at a buffet with Grandma Ursula. My parents love eating at buffets. *sighs* My sister and I would always suggest other places but they always refused. AIgoo. So i got him this really cute cake from a Chinese bakery. It looks really yummy, mango flavored but but too bad it wasnt as good as it looks. I was planning to get my cake from them too but now i dunno. I always have a thing for cakes. I love cakes!It's very important for me to have a cake on my birthday, LOL its weird coz for 3 years I've been getting 3 cakes on my bday. Hmm we'll see this year if I still get 3. I'm excited for my birthday!Turning 21 finally :) I still dunno what to do though. Party at my house is not an option, though I kinda what to. Hmm, there's a big chance I would have a birthday dinner with my ladies, hmm thats for sure. But how about my other set of friends?I'll prolly just wait for Rose to come back from the PH and den we'll all have dinner. Sounds good?sound good!

I'm praying that my student loan problem will be solve soon!I dont wanna mention it but I just have to. Gaah!

Hopefully, school will start for me sooooon! :)

blah, the potato chips doesnt taste so good. I want cheetos!


---carol

Birthdays

My gosh, it took me 10 mins to figure out what email add & pw i used for this. That only means one thing, I should blog more.chyeeaah right!LOL. Neways, happy birthday to my baby girl Tracy (9/11) and to my cousin Mae (9/13)! I just got back from Mae's house actually, her mom cooked too bad she couldnt wait for us so she left with her friends and they went to a karaoke bar, soo I didnt see the bday girl.*sadface* My lil cousin Mymy is soo big now. I cant believe she's 3, coz boy she doesnt look like a 3 yr old to me. LOL, I took pictures with her and she was kinda shy but dude when I said I'm gonna take pics of her she started posing like a pro!I swear that kid will be a model someday, I dunno where she got her modeling skills though. Mybe from me?LOL ahha juz keedin. Neways, i love love her!

Thurs- we surprised Tracy!The original plan was ruined though coz she went home early. We were gonna surprised her in school but on our way there Glenda called her to make sure she's still there but unfortunately she did left early. But of course we wouldnt let our surprise fail just like that. Glenda made up story and she convinced Tracy to meet up with her at the park so we hurriedly put the balloons on my car and that lil banner that says "happpy bithday" LOL it looked like we were on a parade hahaha. So yeah she called and said she was already waiting and Glenda told her to come out coz she couldnt see her LOL. so yeah we drove to where she was with the balloons taped on the right side of my car and boom surprised!hahaah she was hella laughing I guess coz we look stupid hahaa. nah nah she was really surprised!dne we had dinner at Maggianos, hella packed and our outfit wasnt really right for that restaurant ahhaha. Cant blame us coz it was the bday celebrant's request!hahaha. I had hellllla fun that night nd tmorrow we'll have another birthday dinner for her at the Elephant bar. So I'll be off a lil early. Oh oh it's my friend's bday today also. Happy birthday Char! sorry I couldnt make it!I told you I was going out for Tracy's bday but it was moved to Sunday and I can't request Sat off.I'm sorry dear! I feel bad coz she would always invite me to her parties but I never made it. :(

Lastly, HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY BIG BOY!
1TYM's great leader, music genius, Seoul's top hot rapper..Mr.Park Tedddy!
You're the man T!
Keeep doing your thing, 1TYMers are always here for you!

Shout out to my baby girl Amber, thanks for always dropping by here with your sweet words! Love you dongsaeng!

---carol

No Air.

I told myself I'll come back and continue my second post but I got a lil lazy, mianhe.
Anyways~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYVEE!my lil brother, sorry for arguing with you all the time. you know i love you right?please be kind to me also!all the lectures I give you are for your own good. I want you to be responsible. I want you to be able to do things on your own, your laziness annoys us and you know its not good to be lazy!I know you have a lot of things going on with school, AP classes and clubs but you need to learn how to balance everything!You're a senior now and all we want is the best for you and we do really wish that you'll grow up to be responsible and respectful.Haha, i still sound like I'm lecturing you!Birthday dinner later with the fambam!:)

I did something that I shouldnt have done, gahh i hate myself!:(
Man, the mailman is taking forever!It's already 10:41 and I'm still waiting for the mails!
Life is a lil cruel to me this year. The amount of pain I have in me is unbearable. But I'm still hoping for the best.Carol, live a happy life!hwating!


---carol

HOTHOT.

HOT HOT HOT!
dude, its sooo freakin hot today!its irritating, it makes me hungry, ugh!my hershey bars are melting too, wth?I just finished one btw,haha. I feel like a pig now,230 calories. I bought my first ever pumps today!Its by Chinese Laundry and was on sale too, haha I'm such a cheapo!And I finally bought BB's Great DVD, also took advantage of Yesstyle's free shipping and tax free!whohooo, I won't shop there unless the shipping is free coz shipping is a killer!Anyway, I'm waiting for my SFAM jeans!I seriously need to stop shopping,online shopping is soooo evil!soo addicting!

brb,watching come to play with top old clip/.

---carol

:(

stress-free life, where are you?


---carol